I'm back!

So I decided to start blogging again because I feel like there's enough stuff going on in my life again that I don't mind talking about. The last time I had my blog was when I was about 18? Haha I believe that's right, but any who I'm 20 now and I think things are starting to look up for me after going through some extremely difficult times between the years of 17-19. I feel like I've grown up a lot and look at life so much differently then I did before. For any of you who are reading this I'm guessing you are some of my YouTube subbies which makes me happy because then you can get to know me more  :3 

Some positive things that have happened lately is that I finally got a job!! It took so long! Personally I think I had a hard time because of the way I used to look...

*you can't really see my piercings in this pic haha but you get the idea*

With piercings and crap to the way I look now.

It isn't really fair that I had to change the way I dress and take out all my piercings to even get a job because I don't think that your appearance has anything to do with your work ethic. But where I live it was the only thing I could do left. At first I felt really awful that I had to change because I didn't feel like myself anymore. But eventually I got used to it and I actually like the way I look now better then I did then. I'm still the same person, I still have the same likes, interests, morals and beliefs that I used to I just look a little more grown up now haha. Which is good because my appearance now reflects the way I feel inside.

Wow I didn't mean to get all weird on you there haha. 

But if any of you are transitioning from a teen to an adult then you know how I feel.

Anyways! I got a job at Macy's in the fashion jewelry/watches department and I'm really happy working there. Especially being able to touch jewelry and watches all day long haha ;)

*Yeah that's my real name. But I've been called miki since I was really really little*

I've been working so much though I haven't had the time to make YouTube videos and that's been bumming me out lately:/ but I did make a new video on Lana Del Rey makeup so you guys should go check that out on my channel ;)

Okie so I know I'm rambling cuz I have a lot of thoughts going on in my mind that I want to get out but that's why I got my blog back haha.

So thanks for listening to me ramble and I will be on here a lot more now. I hope you all have a good day/night wherever you may be from<3