Hey everyone I know I haven't written a post in a long time. I've honestly been going through a lot of stuff where I haven't had a lot of motivation to do the things I love doing. But I finally did a video at the end of October on my Youtube channel for a Halloween look. I'll leave the link HERE.
I kind of wanted to talk about something a little more personal today since I've noticed not many people look at my blog. Since I'm a very private person, it makes me feel like I can be a little more open on here since not many people read it. Lately I've noticed I have been very down and I have no motivation to do what I want and what I need to get done. I feel really lonely even when I'm surrounded by my amazing friends and family. I'm not sure why exactly feeling like this when there's nothing particularly too bad going on in my life, and believe me I've gone through some serious shit. But I've been noticing this kind of sadness and behavior from others my age and I can't help but wonder if I'm just going threw depression and seeing everyone else the way I'm feeling. Or are those people my age going threw this silently with me and not knowing how to respond to life right now. Life feels so crazy and so stagnant at the same time I always feel like I'm going 2 steps forward and 1 step back. I'm pretty sure that others feel as lost as I do right now.
I kind of wanted to talk about something a little more personal today since I've noticed not many people look at my blog. Since I'm a very private person, it makes me feel like I can be a little more open on here since not many people read it. Lately I've noticed I have been very down and I have no motivation to do what I want and what I need to get done. I feel really lonely even when I'm surrounded by my amazing friends and family. I'm not sure why exactly feeling like this when there's nothing particularly too bad going on in my life, and believe me I've gone through some serious shit. But I've been noticing this kind of sadness and behavior from others my age and I can't help but wonder if I'm just going threw depression and seeing everyone else the way I'm feeling. Or are those people my age going threw this silently with me and not knowing how to respond to life right now. Life feels so crazy and so stagnant at the same time I always feel like I'm going 2 steps forward and 1 step back. I'm pretty sure that others feel as lost as I do right now.
If there are any others feeling pretty weak right now I wanted to share this little speech/poem I found a while back. I don't know if it will make sense to most of you or make you feel a little better, but it does to me. It always reminds me of the things my mother told me when I was younger when people would hurt me. Things that would make me feel a little stronger and keep me going. I hope this helps some of you too.
